a tad scary and surreal for sure. is it really merry? I'm sure beneath all the possible side effects it will be. but am i merry about the whole injecting myself 3 times a week and feeling like crap merry? hhmmmm. I'm not too sure.the happy sunny day that this fantastic package arrived on my doorstep i was far from thrilled. i cried to my fantastic husband on the phone (once again). it is REAL. I HAVE MS!!!!
its not going to go away. EVER. i will (hopefully not) have to have this wonderful reminder 3 times a week that i am sick. sick.sick. but this doorstep present WILL help me in the long run. i know. i hope.....
OK its really hard to be so optimistic. I'm not too good at being that way. my wonderful husband is VERY optimistic, thank goodness, so this helps me tremendously!!
knowing that MY OWN BODY is attacking itself is sooooo scary. i don't know if i will ever come to terms with it. I'm scared to death of the future.....
